Sunday, August 14, 2011

My "boyfriend" lied to me?!?

He isn't really my boyfriend. But for a while we had a thing and i reallyyy really liked him and i knew he like me but idk if he does anymore. i didn't do anything to cause a conflict but it seems like he thinks i'm annoying and he wont tell me because he doesn't want to hurt my feelings. I just found out that he lied to me because i asked him if he could pick me up after school and he said he would but he has winter weight lifting program starting on november 8th. the day he said this was november 7th. we go to different schools and i looked at his school's website under athletics and it said nothing about a weight lifting program. so ik he lied to me. i feel stupid crying about it because we never actually had nor started a long term relationship so i really i shouldnt be that upset.we are just friends but he kinda led me onto lovinggg him, making me feel like he is the only one i have! it gives me that special feeling and now its gone which is why i reeally wanna cry. he use talk to me all of the time and now he acts like he wants nothing to do with me. so i have no idea how to react about this. i feel so hurt because i know he lied and that was his excuse. he makes it seem like he still likes me but at the same time i sense that he doesnt. i'm about to send him a text saying ik he lied to me but idk i am so stuck and i wanna ball my eyes out. i have nobody in my life now. i am so nice to people, and i think about others before myself. i've been told i'm pretty but there's a story about something that happend to me behind all of this. and it might have something to do with it. anyways, any suggestions about what i should do about this situation? pleasee help!

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