This worries me so much and saddens me.?

well I'm 14 and I feel like I've been rejected by every girl in my life. 2 were cheerleaders and 1 was a popular skateboarder. I feel like girls are so hard to get. All of my friends have girlfriends and I'm the one left out in the dirt playing video games all day and sitting on my ***. While they are out on dates and having fun with friends and girlfriends..